Friday, April 30, 2010

FYI

Since my first language is not English, my grammer might not be perfect.

thanks.

dream-4

My dad was driving his Toyota suv and I was sitting next to him.
The navigator said "turn left now" so we turned and there was very steep hill in front of us. He was thinkinf for a while and decided to go for it.
As we climb up the hill the alley way gets narrow.
'and we stuck'

My dad tried to back upp but the car didn't move at all.
I got off to check the rear and I saw an empty wheel case and I saw the wheel was laying down at the sidewall of the alley. I thought and shout out to my dad that we have to put it back.

----------sudden scene change--------------

I was on top of the hill in front of and old 5-story high condo building.
I sort of sucked into the building and start to travel through.
As I walking up and forward the scale of the space starts to shrink.
However, myself, was stayed in same scale; I became a big person little by little.
At the top floor, I finally stuck in between the ceiling and the floor.
I was strggling and I really wanted to proceed to the open space. The hallway was
sufflicating me.

'uhh!'

Soon after small blond girl came out from the apartment door and yelling at me.
I could not understand what she was talking about but I could tell that she was full of bullshit and its really annoying. I was desperate and looked at the smalle sqared window at the end of hallway. There was an mid-aged guy was looking into the window and the guy seems same scale as me.( So at the window from inside I could only see his face.) He talked to me.
" it is going to be alright."

I felt relieved. I could feel the love of god or some sort.

And I woke up and realized that I was smiling.

It was before the dream-2 was happened in me.

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sound of war

It was type of sound when a big trailer on a high way is braking. air brake? maybe.
It was very thick and howling sound.

I looked out of the window.

There was a humongous tank ship shaped whale flying high up in to air.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tank_ship

And obviously it has eyes and such, also its body was divided into several pieces in
latitudinal section in order to make curvy movement like on of those fish key chain.

Anyway, it took a while to see the other end of the whale and there was a big golden shark was biting the tail of the whale.

As a matter of fact, the whale was screaming and the sound was the scream.

The tank ship and golden shark was flying together as one big and dangerous object.

I flew away, start to decend and finally destroy the city as it landed on the ground. The city looks like London. And now the city was collapsing.

I was sad.
I thought I have to get up to save the city.
and I woke up with bad backache.

danm gold shark.

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Thursday, April 29, 2010

killing slowly

fading away little by little is as bad as killing slowly.


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Monday, April 26, 2010

last night dream

In my last night dream, I was travelling with a box shaped boat.

I was on my way back to BRooklyn and I heard my dad was near a harbor.
I took a esat bound bus to the harbor to meet up my dad.

I took his boat.

It seems like a shoe box with some windows and it has peddles.
The boat was totally enclosed therefore no one could see through inside.

I had to peddle but it wasn't that hard.

Soon after I got departed from the pier, I could sit on a stream to NY.

Actaully, I had a fun. Enjoying quality time by myself in the boat,
looking at the people and the landscape that constantly change its colors and shapes
which reminds me of a music video "star guitar" by chemical brothers.

It was bright and happy but it was gray and sound at the same time.

I woke up because I didn't want to forget this dream and teh feeling that I felt at the very end.

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Saturday, April 24, 2010

mirror.

i looked at the mirror
I thought I was crying,
but it was rain on my glasses.

privilege

losing a privilege on someone is really bitter.










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Friday, April 23, 2010

two crack whores

sigh,
i went to bed 5am this morning.
And I woke up once in the middle, I was really terrified and suflicated.
I thught I might die if I didn't force myself to wake up-
"Thank god! I can not remember this one."
And I went into my second dream, and I wasn't bad as the first one.

"Two crack whores were chasing me all night long to get money from me.
They were trying to collect money for some sort of retreat. BUT I was belived them.
I've assumed that is probably for a drug or a cover charge for trans-party. I didn't want to give any effort so I ran. I didn't even have any money anyway.
However, they were chasing me. They were fast. I ran all night long.
I've got up at some point. IT was 10am.".

' humm. they were kind of cute. '


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Friday, April 9, 2010

dream-3

There was two guy on that night.

There were at a balcony of skyscraper type of the building.

one guy pushed the other guy over the rail on the balcony.

The guy falling was good friend of mine.

He was falling as if he was drowning .


and
DEATH,
everybody said he commit suacide

for some reason
I woke up with a great joy

dream as a information.

I heard that the dream is an information you are supposed to forget.
So to say, the dreaming process is like a formatting your computer.
If that is true, " is my head is so tangled inside because of the dream that I haven't forget?

It is fun to dream sometime but i'd rather lose those thoughts.

please help me.


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dream-2

It was really blue sky at the roof top of a building.
There was 20-30 people wore same outfit.

black hat
black suit
black shade


And they were try to fly a guy, wears same outfit, with RED balloons.
It was tied on his shoulder and he was slowly floating up.
he looked very tired.
And there was a black chopper hovering above.

As the guy with the red balloon approaches the chopper, I realized the guy with the
balloon is myself.

I felt relieved. I thought that I got away with the black crowd.
BUT, as soon as I scanned inside, I got depressed because the chopper was filled with the same people with the roof top.

The co-pilot turn back to me and said "welcome my son".

It was my dad.

I woke up disappointed.

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